MIRACLE

This two days I really feel very happy. =]

Tues,[ 28/06/2011] at 7pm, He appear in front of my hostel.

Holy shit, what he told me that day is serious.

I thought that he is fooling with me.

Gosh, that kind of happy is no word can describe!

Yea, He really can do anything for me. HAHA.

I feel that I am so lucky in this world.

He done something that no one do for me before.

Thank you very much, my dear.

28062011,the number that I would not forget.

Hope it same goes to you.

我爱对了嘛？

不知怎么的，突然很想到部落格一趟，就心血来潮的要打一篇文章了。似乎好久没来我自己的部落格了啊。我的支持者都还好嘛？对不起，遗弃了那么久。顾着谈恋爱嘛？也许吧？没有那么认真地把自己投入在感情世界了。我和他都很好，只是我一直都在发公主脾气，耍别扭，那又怎样？那就是我啊。其实自己真的很庆幸有他的出现，也一直告诉自己要好好珍惜他。

可是有时候，他就是爱弄我生气，有时候真搞不懂他到底懂不懂我在想什么？我是女生叻！那有可能什么事情都说出口啊！

算了啦，人是自己选的，而且自己真的喜欢他啊！！

朋友给了我一篇很有意思的文章，说的是，如果男人能做到那些事情，那么女人就应该好好珍惜！不瞒你们，他，曾超权，真的做到，而且是全部都做到！我是不是太幸运了啊？！

I MISS HIM

Wake up in the early morning.

Worry about him,he was sick.

Finally I told him everything about my past.

He said he don't mind but I still feel guilty with it.

I love to open my wall because there is one of the place that full of love that he gave me.

I will see all the messages he sent to me before I sleep.

Although just simple chat, but it bring a strong feel to me.

Yea, our love is just that freaking simple but I love it.

Day shine not because of the sun but because of HIM.

People that close to me will know that, his appearance had take away my EMO.

I <3 Him.

1 day trip ?!

Tuesday I took the latest train, 8.30pm back to Ipoh, just because my mum asked. Fine, I wasted my RM6 to back Ipoh. First time balik Ipoh by train. Reach home, I am so tired till no eye to see her temper le. So settle down, back to room accompany my dear till I fall asleep.

Next morning, which mean today, I woke up and asked her that what she want me to do, she told me nothing. I was like....., wasted RM6 come back and do nothing. GOOD. and I wasted another RM10 back to Kampar. I was so freaking tired and headache with such plan.

Anyway, I still got his support and understanding.

I been wondering lately should I change my blog from English to Chinese.

[ any comment?? ]

(taken when in the train)

[ love this picture alot <3 ]

Thinking of post something, but I don't know what should I post.

Yea, Mum knew that I got boyfriend and Yea, she look likes agree but instead she just showing temper to me. I kinda suffer for whole day, because she is one of the people that can affect my feelings. I didn't tell him, because I don't want my own problems to affect his mood. I knew he been suffering with his works, so my things, I just don't wish to add on his burden. I still can act happily staying with him, as long as he is by my side. Hmm...sometimes relationship are like this, tolerate is the one of the important thing, I guess.

Yesterday A friend asked me,

"Do your boy control you alot?"

"No, I feel he just let me do whatever I want <3 ,why?"

"My gf said I control her alot."

"How you do first?"

"No,we just everyday keep on texting.."

"LOL.I am doing the same thing to my boy too. We even worst, not only phone but internet too. HAHA."

"WAH, You got so much thing to talk with him?"

"LOL. Hmm..I don't know, Just talk la, no matter what also can talk."

"So sweet."

"HEHE, thank you. I believe you can too."

"Hope my gf is like you."

"LOL. because your gf is not me, that's why you choose her."

Conversation close, blurekx.

Important is, *LOL.* Friends around me are saying that I am so lucky to have AWESOME BOYFRIEND. *HAHA,macam yes

Anyway, I am really glad and thanks God for giving me a WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND.

He really AWESOME *I never praise my ex before le,HEHE*

Our FIRST DATE

Today I am so happy. Why? Is our first date.

Been so excited with it, I pun tak tau kenapa. :P

Suppose meet up at 12.30pm, but due to personal reason, time delay.

So once I done my stuff, I reach Jusco at 1pm, and our boss still at home, haven't prepare. While waiting him, I go to see got movie for Sunday to watch with little brother. Waited for 15 minutes then he came. Hmm. so go for movie lar, SUPER 8. *macam yes

[ moment we spent in cinema remain P & C ] HAHA.

After movie, as usual go pak tor pak tor lu.

Well, it might look very normal and short but sorry to say that I am enjoy it. [SO WHAT?]

[forget to take picture,disturbed by him]

He showed HIS L.O.V.E

It's Friday.

Yesterday had been occur a problem between me and him, but in the end settle up.

Mum phoned me when her friend saw I posted,"I just wanna cry out loud" in my FB,she is worried me. I just wanted to shout out loud that " MUM,I LOVE YOU".Sometimes She do nag a lot, but I know that is because she care us. I feel blessed and proud to have her as my mum. No one can replace her in my heart.

Yea, As I say I had faced a problem with him. But in the end we settle up. How we settle? I have no idea. Could not deny that I am emotional girl. What to do? That's me. Feel uncomfortable with it, then just get off. Finally he told me who the girl is, by Isaac Ooi's help. Then I back home and check who the hell is she. Surprise that he liked almost every single photo of her. I pretend nothing happen, because seriously I don't wish our relationship get destroyed by this "LITTLE IMMATURE GIRL"

Anyway, he had give me a very strong feel that I know I can trust him. I am telling myself that I should trust him,since he had be so honest to me. Of course, while trusting, I also will listen to my beloved advices. Thank you for you guys be by my side, when I face a problem. Thank you for worry and care about me.

Sincerely say thank you to LAI KHEINEE, ISAAC OOI KEO WEI, LAU YEE SUE, SYAN TEH SIEW YAN, ELSON YONG SOON KEAT.... Thanks alot for being so caring to me. Love you guys a lot.

I L.O.V.E HIM

Hmm.Just finish phone with him.

He told me something which seriously affect my feelings.

Although I also don't know this matter is real or not, but as a gf, I still worry about it.

Got a girl might grab away my bf. I trust him but I have no confident toward myself. I feel that I am too lucky to have him.

Could not deny that my bf really handsome, not only myself is praising him but my friends and people around him. Just himself ignored. What to do?

Handsome guy sure got lots of admirer de ba. Every night before I sleep, I will feel blessed that I got him. Without him, my life might still be black and white due to the previous bf. He really do shine my life. Thank you, dear.

One of my dearest ji mui, Isaac Ooi Keo Wei said that he very jealous me that I am so sweet with him now. He asked me to appreciate him. Of course I will, but who know one day God jealous and take away him?

p/s: listening to [ U make me wanna - Blue ]

Back from Pangkor

Woah,what a 3days 2 nights trip at Pulau Pangkor.

Hmm...Actually I don't wanna go to this trip that organised by B.A Society.LOL.But in the end I attend this trip due to my housemate,Siew Yan. She is the one asked me to go. Well, I would like to thank her for inviting me to go, if not I don't know that it's so fun. I wanna to thank you my bie too for being so understanding.HEHE.Love him the most.

The first day I was in Pulau Pangkor,there is one of the night activities,night walk in jungle.Walau,those instructors are so bad, putting us in the jungle for one hour without phones and torch lights. HOLY SHIT! God know that I damn scare of darkness. Due to this, my boy worried me so much I guess.HAHA...once again he showed me how much he love me.

The second day was the snorkeling and kayak games. HOLY SHIT too! Because I DON'T KNOW SWIM. Gosh...That moment I though I gonna die kaw kaw in the Pangkor Sea. Then I told my group mates about it. My group except me and my housemate, Siew Yan, then is the four guys, which I don't really remember their names,but now okay adi lar.They are Nicholas, Zhi Yang, Chong Yao and Shaun. LOL. Before we go for snorkeling, there have a briefing for us. So those instructors bring us to the sea to test us.While learning, my group mates lost me already, and keep shouting "Chanel" in the sea. Walau, so embarrassing lor. But still thank you for so caring.

I am glad to know them, tell me that there is still people that so caring. LOL.

The third day which is the last day, we had a rock climbing activities. Once again, die kaw kaw. I scare of it lar and they keep comfort me and protect me, by my side, keep an eye on me. LOL. Thank you so much to my beloved group mates. I was like a princess, a little girl among them. *Hey, I am the most young in the group,they suppose to do so* :P

Anyway, I am enjoy with this trip. <3

p/s: will update pangkor trip photos soon.

About HIM < 3

Due to my last post is about 4 months ago.HOLY SHIT!I had been dump up my blog for so long.Sorry my dear.

Well,now I am having SEM4.At first will feel like so freaking MEMALUKAN when know I got SEM4.But sooner I realized "SO WHAT?".HAHA.

Anyway,Chanel is here by to bring a good news to all my blogger.I am in a relationship now!Yeps.Ya,although I had in a relationship before this,but this is the first time I announced to public.This guy is totally special than my previous exs'. He really changed my life. *macam yes*

He love me more than I love him.Yeah,this is what I wish for from my boyfriend.And he make it. Actually there is lots of things he have that make me feel comfortable when with him. He not only my boyfriend but also my listener. Wahaha. Lazy to type so much.:P

Here is the picture of my boyfriend.

Will update you guys soon. =]

Have a nice day to everyone.