HEADACHE lur

Hmm...
It's FRIDAY...
I should happy with it...
But this FRIDAY,
I am just stuck...
His birthday is TOMORROW...
But I dint plan anything for him...
Even a present or a little surprise...
or a card...
His birthday just clash with my assignments...
Ops...
I am finding reasons to hide my fault...
1st of his birthday with him..
Jau like this GG.COM le...
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给特别的他 - 曾超权

写给那個我最爱的人___因为你、我傻的无可救药 ...

因为你，我每天很晚才睡

我一直在等你

想和你说说话

即使是我睡着了醒来，也会莫名的拿手机看，然而...

我却始终没有看到你发给我的信息

便会带着失望入睡...

因为你、我上线 （让你知道我来了）

因为你、我隐身 （我只想和你一个人说话）

因为你、我的手机时不时的亮着

我去哪都带着手机

时不时的点击刷新

希望能看到你发给我的SMS消息...

因为你、我的SMS心情不断改变

然而你却不知道

因为你、我会莫名的生气...

因为你、我变得很矛盾

不知如何是好

因为你、我会时不时的想起我们的对话

时不时的一个人傻笑...

因为你、你的一句话可以改变我一整天的心情

因为你...

一切只因为你...

因为你、我会伤心

我会难过

我会流泪

我会生气

我会开心

我会高兴...

你曾说我"傻"

也许吧！

因为你、我傻的无可救药 ...

现在的我懂了很多

为了你

我可以放弃一切 ...

都不曾后悔...

只想告诉你

你一定要幸福快乐...

因为你...

一切都只因为你...

然而你...

却不曾懂得...

ONLY FOR HIM

How could I have been so STUPID
To do what I did recently
If I could turn back the clock accordingly
I wouldn’t have chosen to hurt you so badly.

I am sorry
For making you so angry
Not that it will make me feel less guilty
It’s just that I can’t bear to see you so unhappy.

Done something badly to him...

Is all my fault,I knew it...

But,thanks God for helping him punish me...

I am suffering sick like hell now,I guess...

Received his messaged at 11.07pm...

'Are you ok...?"

Yea, is just so simply...

but actually it already mean alot to me...

but the continue time...

He never reply me anymore...

I know I am still not be forgiven...

CHANEL, you're just so damn irritating now...

I cried...

Cried till my eyes red...

cried till my eyes swollen...

but...

things already happen...

I ruined everything by myself...

BUSY.BUSY.BUSY

Hmm...
It's a busy week for me...
Everything clash together...
Assignments...
His birthday...
My beloved friend back from England...
Jet's birthday...
Preparing for presentation slide...
What else more?
I just know that my timetable is full..
Till week 11,I guess.
Not easy for being UTAR student,I guess
HAHA.
Hmm...
Knew something that related to him...
I don't know what should I react...
Kheinee said just don't bother about it...
Nothing will gonna happen...
I wish so...
In the same time,
He told me that He failed one subject...
Worry and Guilty...
If not my willfulness...
He won't spend extra for me...
other than his revision time...
Chanel is NAUGHTY...

Finally...

Finally one assignment down...
God bless me!
But then,
sick come to me now.
nevermind...
worth for it...
Hope that monkey tutor wont give me low marks
as last time he did to me and failed 9 me!
:P
Hmm...
moment of rushing assignment is not fun at all
Showing temper to him
and He was suffering sick
BUT
Now everything is end.
Prepare for final!!!

I am tired with this

Again...
New semester BUT
still suffering from assignments.
Burning the midnight oil alone.
At first, though he might can accompany me,
even just awhile
BUT
who knows he is sick now
Moreover,
tomorrow he will be having presentation.
Hmm...
Still the same
Rush assignment alone..
How I wish there is some one beside me
and help
But dream always is dream
So,I am here
hope can relax myself awhile
Thinking about tomorrow need rush back to Kampar by 8am
and take taxi back to hostel....
Things happen in the wrong time
whenever I suffering for assignments.
Fine, just accept it.
Try my best till the end ba.
How I wish I could cry out loud now to release all my stress....

EMO - Day 2

Wake up around 7am
Prepare to campus
Suddenly vomited
AIKS
Though can manja him when he wake up
Who knows our "COLD WAR" start
I did wrong?
But I just worry about him
='[
Why he need to hide his sick from me?
Do he know how much I care about him?
Till now he dint even reply me a message
Heart so pain

EMO

It been a long time I dint have such feeling.
Hmm...most probably due to the weather,affected his and mine mood.
Really downwards sloping that type. HAIH...
Seriously I dislike this kind of feelings.I need to act nothing, smile fake in front of everyone.
SIGH.
Besides that, the conversation between me and him today is totally BAD.
Feel sad with every single message he sent to me.
Is just that cool.
How I wish there is something to make me cry.
So that I won't suffer like now.

Assignments had given for weeks.
Now only I start do my assignments.
Because both of us mood not good,
so I start my assignments with another way.
Hopefully to let myself feel better.Wearing his shirt and hugging his pillow.

But still it not really helps me yet.
Just have a strong feeling that,
wish he is right here now and hug me tight silently.
But there is always just a wish or dream.
Have no idea how to start my assignments.
So, open my desktop...
looking those pictures of me and him...
That's why I am here now...
instead of doing assignments...
ISSAC CHEN, IMISSYOU

STRESS

终于考试完毕了，我可以专心在我的功课上了。

不懂是不是考试关系，发觉我们的感情好像出现了问题。平均每天都会轮流耍脾气，可是怎么也不够我厉害，既然把自己的考试也玩上去了。

是不是热恋久了，所以现在就是所谓的冷淡期？啊！如果是，我真的会受不了啊！

我不想也不希望这样，可是最近的他总是对我有所隐瞒的。明知道我是多心的人，却还要和我作战似的。

我累了！

我要求的感情，不是一直都轰轰烈烈的。

开心时，我们可以谈天说地；

不开心时，只要静静的呆在你身边也心满意足了。

难道说这要求很高嘛？

The most happy moment

3 days 2 nights.

Memorable moments with HIM.

Moments spent with him let me feel very BLESSED!

Many of my 1st time had given to HIM.