ONLY FOR HIM

How could I have been so STUPID
To do what I did recently
If I could turn back the clock accordingly
I wouldn’t have chosen to hurt you so badly.

I am sorry
For making you so angry
Not that it will make me feel less guilty
It’s just that I can’t bear to see you so unhappy.

Done something badly to him...

Is all my fault,I knew it...

But,thanks God for helping him punish me...

I am suffering sick like hell now,I guess...

Received his messaged at 11.07pm...

'Are you ok...?"

Yea, is just so simply...

but actually it already mean alot to me...

but the continue time...

He never reply me anymore...

I know I am still not be forgiven...

CHANEL, you're just so damn irritating now...

I cried...

Cried till my eyes red...

cried till my eyes swollen...

but...

things already happen...

I ruined everything by myself...