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22nd of Jan, You told that you have no feeling on our relationship anymore. Without I saying anything, you ended up our relationship. 1 year and 8 months of relationship, "no feeling" then everything end up. Did you care about my feelings before? Did you think clearly? Remember that night you asked me to give you time to settle SJ, now you are telling me that you give up me and continue your so called sweet life with her?
Don't mention how much I sacrifice for you, mention how much she willing to do for you? Can she don't sleep for few nights just because doing research for your FINAL YEAR PROJECT? Can she willing to argue with the family and friends just because of you? Can she willing sacrifice her time and freedom just 24 hours get ready for you? Tell me, what had she done that could make you choose her instead of me? I don't know, I really don't know where I did wrong. The most wrong thing I did it, I love you more than you love me.
Now already one week and one day we had been break up. Maybe you already forget who am I, but you still stay in my mind. Telling everyone that I am fine, I will slowly put down you, all just nonsense. I couldn't do it at all. Just because don't want them worry me. One of my friend, Joey more funny, she though I will going to die for you. Yes, I do think before. But I wanna see you really happy that moment, I only will leave the world perhaps. Issac Chen, you never give me any promises before, I never request too. I know we do not have future. But I just hope that our relationship could stay longer as we can. But from the moment you go back to her, I know our relationship gonna end. Even though but I still waiting for hope. But you again and again destroy everything, ruined everything. Why? Why you could be so cruel to me but not her? She really worth for you to do so? I really hope that one day you will come to me and say you regret for doing it. But all of them asking me don't hope, it won't happen. But till today I still hoping. One week, I been crying for 7 days and nights. I really don't know how myself gone through all these days. Knowing you took part in a competition with your brother. Asking all my friends to help and lying to them that I just wanna help your bro. What the stupid reason ever. They keep saying I shouldn't help you, some even not willing to help, need persuade them. So stupid me, doing all these stuff without asking any present. Maybe she will do the same too but she more luckily because she could get your love. But me, waiting for your love. Everyday I need wear a smile and face everyone but when come to night I need cry till sleep. Issac Chen, how you pass through this 8 days? Staying happily with her and going out with your boss happily? I guess so. Or maybe busy with your Final Year Project too, but she could help you, I believe.
8 days, many guys come and go, but no one could be like you, touched my heart so deep. From that moment, I know, my heart is not allow another guy step in, except you. Yes, you may put down everything of you and me. But I will never ever put down. Or maybe I shall say I staying with the memories we had. Going back those places we went before, everything just like yesterday. But the thing that change is only left me alone. Will you come back one day? I don't know. But I hope that it won't happen too late.
Goodbye my love.
Take care of yourself.
I still loving you.