Thinking of post something, but I don't know what should I post.

Yea, Mum knew that I got boyfriend and Yea, she look likes agree but instead she just showing temper to me. I kinda suffer for whole day, because she is one of the people that can affect my feelings. I didn't tell him, because I don't want my own problems to affect his mood. I knew he been suffering with his works, so my things, I just don't wish to add on his burden. I still can act happily staying with him, as long as he is by my side. Hmm...sometimes relationship are like this, tolerate is the one of the important thing, I guess.

Yesterday A friend asked me,

"Do your boy control you alot?"

"No, I feel he just let me do whatever I want <3 ,why?"

"My gf said I control her alot."

"How you do first?"

"No,we just everyday keep on texting.."

"LOL.I am doing the same thing to my boy too. We even worst, not only phone but internet too. HAHA."

"WAH, You got so much thing to talk with him?"

"LOL. Hmm..I don't know, Just talk la, no matter what also can talk."

"So sweet."

"HEHE, thank you. I believe you can too."

"Hope my gf is like you."

"LOL. because your gf is not me, that's why you choose her."

Conversation close, blurekx.

Important is, *LOL.* Friends around me are saying that I am so lucky to have AWESOME BOYFRIEND. *HAHA,macam yes

Anyway, I am really glad and thanks God for giving me a WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND.

He really AWESOME *I never praise my ex before le,HEHE*

Our FIRST DATE

Today I am so happy. Why? Is our first date.

Been so excited with it, I pun tak tau kenapa. :P

Suppose meet up at 12.30pm, but due to personal reason, time delay.

So once I done my stuff, I reach Jusco at 1pm, and our boss still at home, haven't prepare. While waiting him, I go to see got movie for Sunday to watch with little brother. Waited for 15 minutes then he came. Hmm. so go for movie lar, SUPER 8. *macam yes

[ moment we spent in cinema remain P & C ] HAHA.

After movie, as usual go pak tor pak tor lu.

Well, it might look very normal and short but sorry to say that I am enjoy it. [SO WHAT?]

[forget to take picture,disturbed by him]

He showed HIS L.O.V.E

It's Friday.

Yesterday had been occur a problem between me and him, but in the end settle up.

Mum phoned me when her friend saw I posted,"I just wanna cry out loud" in my FB,she is worried me. I just wanted to shout out loud that " MUM,I LOVE YOU".Sometimes She do nag a lot, but I know that is because she care us. I feel blessed and proud to have her as my mum. No one can replace her in my heart.

Yea, As I say I had faced a problem with him. But in the end we settle up. How we settle? I have no idea. Could not deny that I am emotional girl. What to do? That's me. Feel uncomfortable with it, then just get off. Finally he told me who the girl is, by Isaac Ooi's help. Then I back home and check who the hell is she. Surprise that he liked almost every single photo of her. I pretend nothing happen, because seriously I don't wish our relationship get destroyed by this "LITTLE IMMATURE GIRL"

Anyway, he had give me a very strong feel that I know I can trust him. I am telling myself that I should trust him,since he had be so honest to me. Of course, while trusting, I also will listen to my beloved advices. Thank you for you guys be by my side, when I face a problem. Thank you for worry and care about me.

Sincerely say thank you to LAI KHEINEE, ISAAC OOI KEO WEI, LAU YEE SUE, SYAN TEH SIEW YAN, ELSON YONG SOON KEAT.... Thanks alot for being so caring to me. Love you guys a lot.

I L.O.V.E HIM

Hmm.Just finish phone with him.

He told me something which seriously affect my feelings.

Although I also don't know this matter is real or not, but as a gf, I still worry about it.

Got a girl might grab away my bf. I trust him but I have no confident toward myself. I feel that I am too lucky to have him.

Could not deny that my bf really handsome, not only myself is praising him but my friends and people around him. Just himself ignored. What to do?

Handsome guy sure got lots of admirer de ba. Every night before I sleep, I will feel blessed that I got him. Without him, my life might still be black and white due to the previous bf. He really do shine my life. Thank you, dear.

One of my dearest ji mui, Isaac Ooi Keo Wei said that he very jealous me that I am so sweet with him now. He asked me to appreciate him. Of course I will, but who know one day God jealous and take away him?

p/s: listening to [ U make me wanna - Blue ]

Back from Pangkor

Woah,what a 3days 2 nights trip at Pulau Pangkor.

Hmm...Actually I don't wanna go to this trip that organised by B.A Society.LOL.But in the end I attend this trip due to my housemate,Siew Yan. She is the one asked me to go. Well, I would like to thank her for inviting me to go, if not I don't know that it's so fun. I wanna to thank you my bie too for being so understanding.HEHE.Love him the most.

The first day I was in Pulau Pangkor,there is one of the night activities,night walk in jungle.Walau,those instructors are so bad, putting us in the jungle for one hour without phones and torch lights. HOLY SHIT! God know that I damn scare of darkness. Due to this, my boy worried me so much I guess.HAHA...once again he showed me how much he love me.

The second day was the snorkeling and kayak games. HOLY SHIT too! Because I DON'T KNOW SWIM. Gosh...That moment I though I gonna die kaw kaw in the Pangkor Sea. Then I told my group mates about it. My group except me and my housemate, Siew Yan, then is the four guys, which I don't really remember their names,but now okay adi lar.They are Nicholas, Zhi Yang, Chong Yao and Shaun. LOL. Before we go for snorkeling, there have a briefing for us. So those instructors bring us to the sea to test us.While learning, my group mates lost me already, and keep shouting "Chanel" in the sea. Walau, so embarrassing lor. But still thank you for so caring.

I am glad to know them, tell me that there is still people that so caring. LOL.

The third day which is the last day, we had a rock climbing activities. Once again, die kaw kaw. I scare of it lar and they keep comfort me and protect me, by my side, keep an eye on me. LOL. Thank you so much to my beloved group mates. I was like a princess, a little girl among them. *Hey, I am the most young in the group,they suppose to do so* :P

Anyway, I am enjoy with this trip. <3

p/s: will update pangkor trip photos soon.

About HIM < 3

Due to my last post is about 4 months ago.HOLY SHIT!I had been dump up my blog for so long.Sorry my dear.

Well,now I am having SEM4.At first will feel like so freaking MEMALUKAN when know I got SEM4.But sooner I realized "SO WHAT?".HAHA.

Anyway,Chanel is here by to bring a good news to all my blogger.I am in a relationship now!Yeps.Ya,although I had in a relationship before this,but this is the first time I announced to public.This guy is totally special than my previous exs'. He really changed my life. *macam yes*

He love me more than I love him.Yeah,this is what I wish for from my boyfriend.And he make it. Actually there is lots of things he have that make me feel comfortable when with him. He not only my boyfriend but also my listener. Wahaha. Lazy to type so much.:P

Here is the picture of my boyfriend.

Will update you guys soon. =]

Have a nice day to everyone.

我回来了

好久了，我没有POST部落格。在忙之余，我也挺懒惰啦！哈哈！不好意思！
两个月的时间，发生了好多好多事情！别说两个月，一天也可以发生很多我们想象不到的事情。
怎么说呢？2011的我，生活好像没有2010的那么EMO了。是怎么回事？我也不知道。现在的我，只希望每天晚上都有一个完美的句号。
以前的我好像一直都因为朋友而活，可是我心里所谓的好朋友，从来就没有认真地关系过我，只懂得需要我时才找我；既然你们如此对我，我也无言了，心已经伤透了，我们就保持着朋友关系吧，什么好朋友，好姐妹，都是骗人的，到某一段时刻，这些统统都被遗弃了，不是嘛？
活了19年，大部分的人情世故，我都看到了。可以说，一个人在告诉我事情，我都大概可以猜到了。有时我可以自认我看得懂别人的事情，解决到别人的问题，可是我自己的，却永远解决不到。我要求的永远都是我得不到的；我不想要的偏偏就出现在我眼前，上天啊，你在玩弄我嘛？说真的，我玩不起啊。我累了，好想有个我能依赖的肩膀给我好好休息。
可惜啊，男人啊男人，为什么你们就那么喜爱欺骗女人？难道你们不知道女人是很容易受伤害的动物嘛？身边有很多热恋中的情侣，也有些是受了伤的朋友，热恋中的朋友，我希望你们能幸福快乐，受伤了的朋友，就别再为了他/她而流泪，不值得啊，前面还有很多事情等待着你啊！
我这篇文章很闷吧？也许，可是都是在说着一些我每天都在面对的事情。
难道没有了爱情，人们就不能活下去嘛？不是的！没有了爱情，我们还有亲情和友情在我们的身边等待着我们，陪伴着我们！爱情不是全部！