Sunday, April 29, 2012

Out of Sudden

Today is my mum's birthday.
Firstly, I would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,MUM. Thank you for being by my side no matter what happened. I feel so sad and bad that I couldn't celebrate your birthday. I am sorry mum. But I promised once my sem break start, I will stay home and do whatever you want me to do, hope that it could repay back. 

Second, I was doing my revision but out of the sudden I feel like blogging. Hmm.it really been times that I did not update my blog. When come to degree, life seem more busy. I MISS YOU BADLY, do you know that? Almost a week I dint meet up with you, it make me more n more miss you. Are you the same too? Still got 12 days more then we could go for our 3rd trip. Really feel excited with it. Days and nights, keep on thinking how does this trip going to be. I wanna create more n more happy memories between us before you leave. I don't know how am I going to face days without you in future as you had stay a very important place deep in my heart. but at least I have all those memories stay with me when you leave. Every day, when I open my eyes, I wish I could see you right in front of me; at night I wish you are there to hug me and sleep. So stupid hor. I know too, but then that's me. I love you. I am sorry that I always make you angry, let you get mad, but I really love you deep from my heart. Whenever you dint talk to me, dint reply me, do you know how scare am I? I always scold myself for being immature, I am sorry. Sincerely hope that this trip gonna make our relationship goes stronger. 

Lately fall in love with this picture. Too self-loving. 

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Bad Wednesday?
No, I should not let anyone else spoil my day,
But YOU!
Why must it like this?
Why I always put you so important in my life?
Crying like no one else,
but no one know,
even YOU,idiot.
I just need a little care of you,
that will be more than enough,
but WHY you give such shit stuff?
Even so,
but I still will put a SMILE on face
and face everyone around me.
What can I say is,
ME & YOU are not in the right world anymore.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

While doing Assignments...

It's really a long time I abandon my blog.
I was doing assignments actually, but suddenly a flash of "read your blog" come to my mind.
So I open and read.
Only realized that you had been in my blog for so long.
Well, now you still reading my blog ma?
I don't know.
Almost 1 year, really lots of things happen (same stuff I say always)
People around me always said that we are so sweet.
Seriously are we?
I don't know, we changed a lot.
Sometime I even lost myself.
I wonder how long more we can walk?
You know you had changed a lot from the first we met?
I am tired of it.
I tears, I smile, I cry, I laugh
Simply because I love you
But what do you know about me?
You wont be like last time try to think what I want
Now you even lazy to think about it.
Perhaps I ain't important to you anymore.
Who will still reading this blog?
Please drop a message in my Chatbox let me know.
Thank you.
I told every one that this is MARCH,
we should SMILE.
I told myself to SMILE too
but some how sometime I just could not SMILE
I should not let you affect my life anymore,
but I just can't do it.
I ain't important in your life anymore;
but why I still put you so important in my life?
I am just so stupid.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

update update

It been a long long time I dint update my blog
GOsh...am I so freaking busy?
NO,I am just being a lazy girl in my hometown while having the 1 month holidays.
When been a long time dint update my blog, always will be 1000 of stories wanna say.
Hmm..What should I say?
I have no idea.
I am just freaking bored at Kampar for the 1st day I am back.
HE is busy with his assignment now. SOB.
I wanna talk. Anyone??
From the moment I start my journey on highway, I start to miss my mum and HIM.
Feel wanna cry so much.
How I wish he is right beside me now.
I need HIM badly...

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Just randomly HE and ME


Hmm....spending lots of happy moments with him
Yea...I really feel blissful when with him
One action already can make my heart sweet sweet jor
Love this picha alot actually...

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Moments with HIM

3days2nights...
Moments with him...
Surprise non stop happening...
He always let me feel like a princess...
whenever with him...
I just like a little girl for him...
feel blessed...
is like the world only got HE and ME...
A kiss before I close my eyes...
A kiss after I open my eyes...
Is simple...
but it mean alot to me...
We did argue...
But arguments let me know that...
HE MEAN ALOT TO ME...
他就是那样的宠爱着我...
不管什么事情...
他就是那样的疼爱着我...
他,曾超权,就是那样对我...
让我觉得第一次无比的幸福...
很希望...
这感觉...
一直维持到...
我们不能再继续下去...

p/s: talk with his mum on the phone and saw his mum today...
OWH!What happen with me?So daring.... :P

Friday, July 29, 2011

HEADACHE lur

Hmm...
It's FRIDAY...
I should happy with it...
But this FRIDAY,
I am just stuck...
His birthday is TOMORROW...
But I dint plan anything for him...
Even a present or a little surprise...
or a card...
His birthday just clash with my assignments...
Ops...
I am finding reasons to hide my fault...
1st of his birthday with him..
Jau like this GG.COM le...
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